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Stephanie
Hi, I'm Stephanie.

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Seth
I'm Seth. And this is the Forever Young Show. The most powerful force in this world is a woman who knows who she is, why she is here, and what she wants to accomplish.

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Stephanie
And that's where self-care comes in. As a woman, it is my opportunity and my responsibility to take care of me.

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Seth
Self-care for your mind.

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Stephanie
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Seth
Self-care for your money.

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Stephanie
Our mission is to serve women as they fulfill their irreplaceable roles in families, society, business, the fabric of humanity.

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Seth
So let's get this show on the road. Let's jump into health. Do you have a health story? You know, we live in a lot. A lot to share. I remember you remember when we were in Arizona? I don't know how many people there are 2000 people. 3000 people. Whatever it was. And these two ladies rocked the stage.

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AMP
About 7000, 70,000 on the.

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Seth
Introduced as the mother daughter film phenomenon powerhouse. And that was that was a lot of fun to see.

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AMP
By that time. It's a very hard time you.

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Amp
To be.

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AMP
We want to talk something when they say home not talk network. So they changed everything so I talked to five. Well, they changed everything. How can I speak? Look what I can. I should be recorded as new word.

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Seth
So new English words.

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AMP
Yeah, new English. Well, so I'm not good in English also. So I tried to speak other than say I keep I don't want to try anything, but if I say, even Mr. Canada, I can speak English, you can I.

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Amp
I Yeah.

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Stephanie
How did that feel?

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Fa
I feel surprised, you know, because I just know that I will be on the women every so not like three weeks.

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AMP
After you came back from.

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Fa
Some kreuk or someplace and then I don't know what what Well will my starring role like will help people or each other, but there are some people that see special thing in in us and I think that just believe in us that we can share our story and then they just act as well. What the topic are you going to talk about?

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Fa
So I we discussed together and then we pick the you know, the topic is called don't give Up.

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AMP
Because I first I say never give up. Yeah, I say, we never no.

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Fa
Sorry. It's never give up.

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AMP
I never give up. Yeah, it's never about this.

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Fa
We never Yeah. Because you know, like our whole life and in this position I think we are happy now in our life, but we've been through a lot and Yeah, go up and down and then because of that, we never give up on the anything.

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AMP
And see, she always talk to me because I'm, I'm a single mom, so I look after them and is like a very proud me. Yeah, I, I make them happy every time. Even if we got money. No money even because something wrong, we never be able to. Anyone didn't say, okay, we go through, we will pass it, we will do the best when we had the do.

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AMP
And if we see something like I'm not God let it. You have to enjoy that time and learn how to pass it, how to call the other one. I got the other I to go to the builder.

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Amp
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I like that.

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Fa
About to pass through like every problems in the life. So that's why we, we set the topic and never give up.

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Stephanie
It's a powerful topic.

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Fa
Yeah. So I start to write down this story because we got like 14 minutes or something. Yeah.

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Seth
And 14 minutes on stage.

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Amp
Yeah, that's okay.

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AMP
They gave it to L.M..

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Fa
Yeah, first only to old. Yeah. And then 14. So while I'm writing the, the script and all the whole story, I was thinking that I've been through a lot. And also my mom and I first we went to rehearsal on the stage and there are just like five or six people around there and we try to speak without crying, you know?

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Amp
Yeah.

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Fa
And after that I.

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AMP
It, it's right.

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Fa
Yeah. And we turn our back around and we see to stop that, start to cry and yeah. But even even the first time and the second time and also the, the real one that we are on the stage, you know, there's many people when we got out of the stage and we come down, there are a lot of like single mom.

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Amp
Yeah.

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AMP
And even in the dark that pit.

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Fa
Yeah it is quite dark and come out in the hall. Yeah we, we cannot see any.

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AMP
One lady that to cheer. I'm just two atoms.

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Amp
I am also think about.

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AMP
and I don't mean to say thank you to fire Lord. Yeah. Yeah. Crying a lot about the whole family and then the children who have to then also to talk about a thing I can not remember. But anyway, she cried I it's. You can do it. You can do it and.

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Stephanie
You can relate to a lot of what you shared and.

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AMP
You know, so prior and when we when we have a break, finally the morning at the hotel, we just talking and speaking and eating and do that with each other. Then we finished. We want to go Abdul we start up. A lot of people walk to us. I say.

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Amp
please, can I take a picture with you? I see. you know me. I made that comment.

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AMP
You know, my dad is all and everyone come. Want to take a picture with us? I everyone know us before I thinking about this. Well, nobody. Not us like that. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Fa
There is a lot of, like, single mom out there, I think. And and they bring their children because at first I just follow my mom, what she doing and just watch her. And I doesn't want to do the things that she she do. I just want to like to help because she's my only mom and the love of my life and.

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AMP
You know, I just have to because when you want to do something, I mean, even my son, my and he did a boy, he want to do something. And I said, I cannot do it. You can do it. You say no, because you is my mom. You can do everything needs be like, are they okay? I can do everything for him.

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AMP
Yeah. Yeah. And, and even when, when, when we talk something like that, I cannot do. He said no, you, my mom, you have to do everything. You can do everything. And one time, you know, when I want him to do something and I told.

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Amp
You it was you speak that you told about it. So.

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Fa
You know, we wash our clothes and then we hang it up.

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Seth
Wash your.

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Amp
Clothes? Yeah.

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Seth
And like, in a washing machine.

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Fa
Yeah, Washing.

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Seth
Machine. Okay.

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Amp
Yeah.

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Seth
I was imagining, you know.

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Amp
I was radio with the last week. Got my she was.

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AMP
Washing my shoe.

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Fa
And that but the clothes had to hang it up to let it dry. And we have like the big the, the hanger the big one and me and mom went out and I thought that is will raining outside. So I tell my brother the one if it's raining will you grab all the clothes and like the we we got the the smaller hanger.

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Fa
Yeah. And you just move all the hangers into the house but it's small. I think.

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AMP
We get into the car that.

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Fa
Into the garage. Yeah. Yeah. But after that he said I Sure Mom. That you want me to like doing all the hangers like the big one in the garage?

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AMP
I say, Yes, sure.

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Amp
I before. Yeah.

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Fa
So can you think that's why you pan in the back a lot. But, but anyways, after we come back home we see the big.

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Amp
Like he which hanger in our garage. I know that because I.

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Seth
Know this one. yeah. I'm like.

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Fa
Put it all together and small one and and leave the big one I'll say but.

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Amp
It off all the big, the big one into the garage.

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Fa
You know. But, but the way to, to the garage is quite hard because we have like a big tree.

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Amp
Many trees and you do like. yeah. So, so we surprised.

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AMP
When we got back.

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Fa
Home and he say that because you stay there you can do it. So I.

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Amp
I, I can't believe what I do for how I did not do you still very. Yeah.

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AMP
Little boy you.

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Fa
Know he was like.

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Seth
Was it full of the clothes. Yes. So I don't know if a lot of people know in Asia because when I lived in Japan, you know, when I was 19, we had these small washing machines. Yeah, right. Yeah, it's just a washer. yeah. It's not a dry.

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Amp
Yeah, right. Yeah.

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Seth
Dryers and and so you put your put your clothes literally into a cylinder in Japan. Ours were about this big and you know, you put it in there and it washes, it spins it.

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Amp
Yeah.

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Seth
But you have to hang it up. Yeah. So I think they, me you got a central hanger here and then it's kind of this big frame. Yeah. With all these little.

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Amp
Yes.

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AMP
You know, and you had one too small.

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Seth
Now.

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Fa
That we got like a.

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Amp
Big white one, he got that two meters.

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AMP
No more than about three or four. Yeah.

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Amp
My, my.

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Fa
I have quite high.

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Seth
About nine feet long.

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Amp
Yeah. And how old is he. Like I, you know, I'm obviously Yes. You know.

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AMP
That only high.

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Amp
Like one plus.

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AMP
One. He lives, I sleep around like, like.

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Fa
110.

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AMP
Centimeters or something.

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Amp
You know. yeah, yeah, yeah.

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AMP
AVIDAN Is it If he can do that, he can do it.

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Amp
Yeah. Yeah, yeah. He did it every day. Everything.

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Seth
yeah. And you're thinking, yeah, I'd better be careful what I. Yes.

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Amp
Yes, absolutely.

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Seth
That reminds me of when we were in Japan last week with. With Ruth.

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Stephanie
Yeah. So we went to this park and there was this huge, huge cement slide. I actually I've never seen it before, but I guess it's common in Japan.

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Seth
I think that's the first time I seen but I mean, to me it was very Japanese. I could see, you know, that type of thing being created. Okay. Yeah, it was.

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Stephanie
I mean, how big was that?

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Seth
It was bigger than three meters. So it imagine it was, you know, usually a see a slide. Yeah. And you got metal frame work and you climb up the ladder and then you're down right. And inside this was like a big concrete. This must have been $100,000 worth of concrete. it. See, that was, that was probably 25 feet wide and 25 feet long and Coke.

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Seth
right. So it's kind of round on the outside and then on the inside they, they smoothed it out. So it was a big concrete slab anyway. And it was like.

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Stephanie
A hollow wall.

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Seth
On the top 12 or 15 feet tall together.

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Stephanie
I think that had to go up at first or something. And then or I don't know, we were all around there and she was wanting to go up it. And so she comes to the bottom of it and she was about to land. She's like, she's so scared and and she almost didn't do it. And I was like, You can do it.

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Stephanie
You can do it. And so she was like, okay. She started telling herself, I am brave, strong, I can do hard things. And she was just going up these metal rungs. Yeah, and just going up it. And it took her a little while, but she just kept saying over and over, I agree, I am strong, I can do hard things.

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Stephanie
And then she got to the top and she just stood up was like, Yeah, she was real proud that she did. And it was great to see her, you know, almost not do it. And then to.

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Amp
Yeah, the magic word magic or. Yeah, yes, that's helpful.

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AMP
The magic words. Yeah.

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Amp
Yeah, I can do it. You can do it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yes.

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Stephanie
To me, it's really neat to see that your son. Yeah. You know, I saw you as the woman who can do anything. Yeah. And then to also believe in himself. Yeah, Like, Well, if mom could do it, that means I can do it, too. That's. That's a big.

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Fa
When he, he, he got dolls in his head, in his mind. But he's.

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AMP
Still doing.

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Amp
It. Yes.

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Stephanie
Yes. That's amazing. Yeah. So you were a single mother? Yeah. I would love to hear more about what made you strong. Like, you know, your son sees that you can do anything. What did you go through in your life or how did you get yourself there? What helped you become that strong single mother before?

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AMP
When I was 19 years old, I never know. I never would do anything at home, never cooking, never do anything. That's a good thing. And she is the youngest. Yeah, Just shy. Number six. Number six. Yeah. So after that, when I go to the university. So my sister, by that time she's in Moscow. Moscow, Russia and Russia. Yeah.

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AMP
She asked me, would you like to come? Because by that time I like a ding. And then, and then.

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Amp
There you go.

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AMP
Then and that. Yeah.

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Amp
So I think bad party go. yeah. I was like yeah. Was that is a party girl that's.

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AMP
Out there now other than my sister.

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Seth
I mean I never, I never had a party or. Yeah. But knowing you, if you are a really good party or before.

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AMP
Yeah. So after my sister Ami would you like to come by at that time, I just thinking about my life in the future, what I'm going to do if I do other bad thing or not. I want to do good thing. So I'll go. I go. She asked me to go. I go there, stay about two a year and a half.

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AMP
You know, one day my brother in law, because I'm very late, I get up late. So I come down. Yeah, I come down. And he not waiting for me, he driving the car and passed me. So I think people know stop the car and I could get it but he not because I'm not in time. So that time I have to go by myself and go on the bus, you know, and, and over there people like that more than to to meet you tomorrow morning.

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Seth
yeah. Maybe a lot of people that.

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AMP
Yeah, half of them.

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Amp
Are gone.

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AMP
I want to get out from the bus and I say, Excuse me, excuse me. Nobody more because they think my shop is this big. My shop. So I. I speak only near you. My you is man. I'm not. I don't understand. Yeah.

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Seth
My in.

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AMP
Russian. Yes. Yeah. That that is mean. Yes. Yeah. Yes. I mean not only that I can see. And how crass do you want to seem the same there. We all do that.

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Amp
And we needed.

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Seth
To learn. Excuse me.

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AMP
I am that I try to go, you know, one stop to stop. Please stop. I can get out. And when I get out, you know all of that, you know, all.

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Fa
Hours.

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AMP
And over. There's no. So yeah, my net 35.

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Fa
Degree centigrade.

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Amp
-34.

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AMP
In Thailand is past 25. I, I stay there and I have to help myself. Everything I have to learn. And if I want to you something have to talk myself. Because no effort to selling their you to go out to eat you have to make apply many of a lot of things or we cook everything I learned how to cook over there I learn how to in time I learn everything over there like a tasting.

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AMP
So now I become like a going to be a strong lady by that. Yeah. So I know I have to solve the problem by myself. If I'm do something wrong, I have to accept it and have to say sorry so I can do a new know that that that used me over there before, I think. Okay, I don't mind.

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AMP
Okay, I don't mind, but I could not do that over there. I had to accept why I'm. I'm wrong. Something I have to calm. Sorry.

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Fa
Good. Okay.

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Amp
Yeah. Yeah, I know, I know.

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AMP
I know how to be strong. I know how cold. I know how bad I know everything over there to me and have make me learn a lot of things. So every day I go back to see my. The other sister in Belgium. Those in Belgium stay there about six months and come back to Thailand and opened a company export import and do a lot of oil you know but I still go.

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AMP
Patty.

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Seth
You came back to Thailand? Yeah, I had a party girl.

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Amp
I have a lot of money.

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AMP
Okay. Do everything. But other than when when I decide to like I do, good thing. Because my mom asked me to go to the temple if I think I'm not believe in the either Mom, because I'm not believe in the after die.

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Fa
Like.

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Seth
Like after that.

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AMP
I would not believe it because I talk to my mom. I give my mom money about a 25,000 per month, 25 days time. Yes, but yeah. Which is I talked.

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Seth
About $800 U.S..

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Fa
No, no, I have a minus eight or nine.

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Amp
Hundred 8900. Yeah. Yeah.

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AMP
And I talked to them by the therapist. Open. Hi. Is and then by that time 25.

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Fa
But I my daughter's life.

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AMP
Yeah a lot of.

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Fa
500.

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AMP
About 1000 U.S. dollars.

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Fa
Back.

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Amp
Like 30 from all over the support.

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AMP
Yeah yeah. And she go to the temple and do something to the temple and they all.

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Seth
yeah. Donated the money.

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Fa
To this I.

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Amp
So I.

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AMP
I talked to her mom I give you for by what. The new life and you eat a good thing you're not going to give to the man all week. I don't know When you die you would give a good food for you are not alone and talk to it and very backwards.

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Amp
My. Yeah.

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AMP
But she asked me. You know, one day I went to the party and I come back home about at 2:00, in fact, in the afternoon wearing sunshine.

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Seth
And that was more than an hour away. Yeah.

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AMP
I never come in a nighttime. I come in the morning.

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Seth
Noon, and you do it.

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Amp
Well, I was all in. I saw.

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AMP
I saw one lady is from the in for an hour we listen to my home is about three kilo square to driving the car from the to.

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Fa
And the front.

00:20:18:09 - 00:20:34:25
AMP
Door that I saw my mom I saw one lady rented a white dress and drive the bicycle. Yeah, that. That. And she do that food like a snack. You know, I the road is very big like that.

00:20:34:25 - 00:20:37:24
Amp
She did all this.

00:20:37:26 - 00:20:54:09
AMP
I already knew I had my mom and very hot do know Somchai a lot and I. I just thinking. why did she have to like a hot dog that to go to the temple and do like, how's it And is just.

00:20:54:14 - 00:20:55:22
Fa
How old is she.

00:20:55:24 - 00:20:58:28
AMP
How old by that time is about 60 years old.

00:20:59:01 - 00:20:59:25
Fa
Riding a bicycle.

00:20:59:25 - 00:21:22:07
AMP
Riding the bicycle. And I look for her. I got ready, Father. I thinking, next time when Mom want to go to the temple, I will send her by my car, driving her to the temple. I just wait until she get into the house already. So I driving the car and I bob and she say to.

00:21:22:08 - 00:21:28:05
Fa
Me, like I just went to temple. I bring good things to you. Yeah.

00:21:28:05 - 00:21:41:02
AMP
Something like nobody you have to say sorry to is mean. so we see. But A.S. are two are there. very hot And she give me also it's a big very good what how come I.

00:21:41:02 - 00:21:42:02
Amp
Think like that.

00:21:42:04 - 00:22:06:18
AMP
And I talked to her mom Next time many you want to go to the temple that tell me I will see like a smiling happy a lot but I don't know you know but he go very early in the five all in the mall because normally I get up about nine. I'll call you in the morning. Yeah. Okay I driving the car and since you there but I'm do nothing just like.

00:22:06:18 - 00:22:08:12
Amp
Now.

00:22:08:14 - 00:22:16:29
AMP
Everyone does meditation and listen to a lot higher and I lie down very near to her a lot of.

00:22:16:29 - 00:22:18:12
Seth
People You got to sleep.

00:22:18:14 - 00:22:19:02
Amp
Yeah, I.

00:22:19:02 - 00:22:20:00
AMP
Sleep over there.

00:22:20:03 - 00:22:20:24
Fa
Like near to.

00:22:20:24 - 00:22:42:23
AMP
Her. Everyone sick. Everyone sit down and maybe the meditation. But I lie down and then don't care anyone other than she said I wake up, have some food you go and have for me. I go, Yeah, in the morning I eat. So you know. So I cut them.

00:22:42:26 - 00:22:44:14
Fa
For the rice.

00:22:44:15 - 00:22:44:29
AMP
Was.

00:22:45:02 - 00:22:47:20
Amp
Yeah, nice for it. Yeah.

00:22:47:23 - 00:22:51:28
AMP
I eat three I says for the pinto that I've been here.

00:22:51:29 - 00:22:55:10
Amp
Yeah I.

00:22:55:13 - 00:23:03:07
AMP
I've been doing, I've been to for me one for her. I say enough good for me because I pay a lot of Pinto to be her here so I have to eat.

00:23:03:07 - 00:23:03:18
Amp
A lot a.

00:23:03:18 - 00:23:04:22
Seth
Lot of. Yeah I guess.

00:23:04:22 - 00:23:05:14
Amp
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:23:05:21 - 00:23:09:14
AMP
My mother and my mom give a lot of money to this temple. I have to eat a lot.

00:23:09:14 - 00:23:10:02
Fa

00:23:10:05 - 00:23:31:11
AMP
Just thinking like that, you know, my my very bad that I'm. Yeah, but out of that I learn from people nice. And that one, this man in my heart, I need to help people. So when worried about Daddy, she says, I knew you want to write the paper. You give the money to the temple. How much I like the paper.

00:23:31:14 - 00:23:47:08
AMP
I see one lady she to pick up the morning money. I know. I'm sorry. Yeah. And she does put the money for the temple one by one that I just lighter and more to now.

00:23:47:08 - 00:23:48:03
Fa
About less than.

00:23:48:10 - 00:23:49:06
Seth
It has been a penny.

00:23:49:06 - 00:24:16:05
AMP
Yeah. Yeah, I just. there's no plan other than thinking what about this temple? And I go there. Go The man saying, you have to go like a meditation. So you're done, but you're not meditation. I see already Buddha in mind. I just talk like that. But what I see already, if I see, I see like. Like this with Do I see all of you And I want to see it is Asian to see, but my mom never see it.

00:24:16:05 - 00:24:30:00
AMP
I see how you company love, lady You never see. Say that. I got it. She says. How come like that thinking I. I thinking I'm not real. But after I want to see, I really want to see. I never see.

00:24:30:02 - 00:24:31:00
Seth
To see what.

00:24:31:03 - 00:24:49:19
Fa
The is day is like the Buddha is you just imagine that you have a Buddha inside your tummy and like, make your mind everything kind of plan and does focus on what you are thinking about.

00:24:49:22 - 00:24:51:25
Seth
Yeah, yeah. And so you had that type of experience.

00:24:51:25 - 00:24:52:08
Amp
Yeah.

00:24:52:08 - 00:25:15:19
AMP
You know, I talk to you. I see if I wanna see now. Yeah. But before, after that I just. Okay, I learn so I know how to forgive, forgive and like, I see the people who they are and look at them inside. Maybe they have something problem. So why they do like that? Maybe they have something for them.

00:25:15:19 - 00:25:37:23
AMP
Why they do that? So. And nothing. Not then. Not a party. Go. Not a magical anymore shopping. Yeah. That's to me become a good and well. So other than Mary and I her, I see her father now. We divorced. Yeah, me too.

00:25:37:25 - 00:25:40:29
Seth
How old was far when you divorced?

00:25:41:02 - 00:25:47:18
AMP
Normally I is about seven. Seven, but not. Not that many of the time.

00:25:47:21 - 00:26:06:17
Fa
You know, my dad's. My dad used to travel a lot, so I stay with Mom, like, since I was born. He was in. In Japan. In Taiwan and in Pakistan. And then he fly back like, once a month or something. Yeah, once a month. And, and we just like.

00:26:06:21 - 00:26:07:27
AMP
Didn't just come for we see.

00:26:07:29 - 00:26:08:14
Fa
Yeah.

00:26:08:19 - 00:26:11:14
AMP
Not family.

00:26:11:16 - 00:26:12:18
Amp
Eating. Yeah.

00:26:12:18 - 00:26:16:24
AMP
Okay. It think together. I never did go. Yeah. Go do it.

00:26:16:27 - 00:26:19:18
Fa
Yeah. When I was like seven.

00:26:19:21 - 00:26:21:13
AMP
Seven, seven and eight.

00:26:21:16 - 00:26:21:27
Fa
Yeah.

00:26:22:01 - 00:26:25:27
Seth
And seven. And how old was your brother at the time too.

00:26:25:29 - 00:26:26:13
Fa
Yeah.

00:26:26:17 - 00:26:27:27
Seth
You're five.

00:26:27:29 - 00:26:29:21
Fa
Five years apart. Yeah. Yeah.

00:26:29:28 - 00:26:33:24
Seth
So you pretty much been a single mother the entire.

00:26:33:29 - 00:26:34:29
Amp
Yeah.

00:26:35:02 - 00:26:35:20
Seth
Thai.

00:26:35:22 - 00:26:38:12
Amp
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:26:38:14 - 00:26:53:07
Seth
One thing is that I love seeing you and father. We. You refer to your mom, and it's not just mom. I know you have a great respect for your mother, but it's always been. Yeah, it's. We like you're a team.

00:26:53:14 - 00:27:12:21
AMP
Yeah, we do everything together. She never before When I do something, I just want to be alone. Go alone and do everything with that. But when I got her so she would go with me everywhere. We don't have time to go to the play golf. She can play in the car. You to try to play golf later.

00:27:12:23 - 00:27:16:00
Fa
I know it's not a big one, but it's okay.

00:27:16:03 - 00:27:16:17
Amp
In.

00:27:16:19 - 00:27:17:03
Seth
Your time.

00:27:17:11 - 00:27:20:18
Amp
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Do your.

00:27:20:18 - 00:27:31:13
AMP
Thing. I do everything in the car. Yeah, Yeah. One day my sister can come to Thailand and I driving the car, but she sits behind me in the driver seat.

00:27:31:15 - 00:27:31:28
Seth
Forward.

00:27:31:28 - 00:27:36:25
AMP
Yeah. No, that's it, you know, but my sister is in the car and she's.

00:27:36:27 - 00:27:40:23
Amp
How, how you doing. Are you doing to do after I have to do.

00:27:40:25 - 00:27:56:06
AMP
Is if you have to believe me. Yeah. Because I live my, I, I live my life also. And this my daughter I have to say it. Yeah, I know how to say for you. Okay? You have to believe me because I controlled the car. Yes. Yeah. Okay.

00:27:56:08 - 00:27:57:10
Fa
I climb up, so.

00:27:57:12 - 00:27:59:07
Seth
Yeah, yeah. Well.

00:27:59:10 - 00:28:02:17
Amp
Yeah. Wow.

00:28:02:20 - 00:28:09:27
AMP
It really, you know, And when I drive, she was like a baby. I don't have anyone to look at to see.

00:28:10:02 - 00:28:11:15
Fa
I drank male gay marriage.

00:28:11:15 - 00:28:14:24
Amp
Yeah, Yeah. And that's about driving the car. And my car.

00:28:14:24 - 00:28:17:22
AMP
Is not automatic enough. I had to use a manual.

00:28:17:22 - 00:28:26:20
Seth
Yeah, Yeah. You're driving a still. Yeah. A stick of nursing a very. Yes. And making a U-turn. Yeah.

00:28:26:22 - 00:28:28:03
Amp
This is.

00:28:28:06 - 00:28:32:01
Seth
Still a part of your.

00:28:32:03 - 00:28:33:25
Amp
Don't. No. Yeah.

00:28:33:29 - 00:28:37:07
Fa
When I was born and also my father.

00:28:37:09 - 00:28:40:18
AMP
You know, she went to the hospital. Hospital by herself to.

00:28:40:18 - 00:28:42:00
Fa
Do the the labor.

00:28:42:00 - 00:28:43:29
Amp
I live right. Yeah. Yeah.

00:28:43:29 - 00:28:47:11
Fa
She drive by herself. I'm packing stuff so I drive.

00:28:47:11 - 00:28:48:03
AMP
And I go.

00:28:48:03 - 00:28:49:11
Amp
My baby. Yeah.

00:28:49:14 - 00:28:56:26
AMP
I see By herself telling her home I am. I seen to look after you. So I have to drive the car to born a baby.

00:28:56:29 - 00:28:58:09
Amp
Yeah. Wow.

00:28:58:11 - 00:29:11:08
AMP
I'm in the car. And other day I stop that I say yeah, I come to bought a baby. All the people look at me. you know what though? Have nobody can leave things that you know. What do you mean? That's everything.

00:29:11:11 - 00:29:14:04
Amp
Okay. You already did.

00:29:14:06 - 00:29:17:06
Seth
Were you the doctor? Do?

00:29:17:09 - 00:29:19:15
Amp
Maybe not.

00:29:19:17 - 00:29:25:09
AMP
You know, because I don't want to do this to anyone. Yeah. If I can do everything myself, why.

00:29:25:11 - 00:29:32:26
Seth
Have you can do it? Yeah, there is a theme Here is a theme in this. And I can do it.

00:29:32:29 - 00:29:33:18
Amp
I can do it.

00:29:33:21 - 00:29:34:21
Seth
If I can do it, I can.

00:29:34:23 - 00:29:49:19
AMP
I can do it. No, I need to act any y can you do for me? No, I can do it if you can. I do. I do for you. Yeah. I help you. I do everything I can do everything I just little bit learning and I do. I just look and I can do it. I can make it.

00:29:49:25 - 00:29:50:19
AMP
Yeah. Yeah.

00:29:50:21 - 00:29:57:19
Seth
We're capable of doing more than sometimes we allow ourselves to believe. Right?

00:29:57:22 - 00:29:58:23
Stephanie
But except for.

00:29:58:23 - 00:30:26:24
Seth
You, you, you. It seems like you've been. You knew that for a long time. That you could do it. Yeah. So I know we were talking and probably before we hit record today, but talking about You can do it. Stephanie and I watched you speaking as a mother daughter, the million dollar business owners in front of 7000 people.

00:30:26:26 - 00:30:35:01
Seth
So your life is a lot different today because of the success you're in, the health and wellness business.

00:30:35:01 - 00:30:36:18
Amp
Yes, absolutely.

00:30:36:20 - 00:30:40:14
Seth
But I also think that you've had health challenges. Is that right?

00:30:40:16 - 00:31:10:02
Fa
Yeah. So I will start like back to last year. She fell on the floor. Yeah, she's live on the floor while she trying to. Cleaning the bar of the balcony. Balcony? Yeah, the balcony at the time she is alone by herself and to call me. I fell on the floor of out of floor. And do you want to come like earlier than that.

00:31:10:02 - 00:31:17:18
Fa
So I. Okay, I'll, I'll go. I'll go as hurry as I can, but I saw that it just the normal feel. Yeah.

00:31:17:18 - 00:31:19:07
Seth
I just fell down. Yeah.

00:31:19:09 - 00:31:19:18
Amp
Yeah.

00:31:19:22 - 00:31:39:03
AMP
Know, because by the time my friend came from Denmark so we went for her birthday party. Yeah. So we come back home, we have to walk home from home to a condominium. Yeah. Yeah. So by that time, I say I will go stay at the condominium. Yeah. So I bring everything a little bit. So I, I creaming at first.

00:31:39:03 - 00:31:47:16
AMP
After that I say you can come follow me. Yeah. But I have exceeded by I slept on the floor. Yeah. You know, but yeah.

00:31:47:16 - 00:31:47:29
Amp
Yeah.

00:31:48:00 - 00:31:48:26
AMP
Been a lot.

00:31:48:27 - 00:32:09:19
Fa
When I come back and I started to see the bad sign that she cannot sleep by herself. She have to, like, turn or turn her her back around. This is that the sofa? And then she have to do like this, put her head down and put a pillow on like this area.

00:32:09:21 - 00:32:11:00
AMP
I can't sleep like this.

00:32:11:00 - 00:32:15:24
Amp
Yeah. I have 20000 yeah.

00:32:15:24 - 00:32:29:06
AMP
I can not. But you know, I want to sleep. But I can sleep. I want to sit now I can I sit down by myself I say I've been a lot What can I do? What should I do? Nobody can help me Like even I see that I cry.

00:32:29:09 - 00:32:30:18
Fa
Yeah, I been a lot.

00:32:30:18 - 00:32:38:05
AMP
Yeah, I paid a lot that time, you know. And I was long in the like that. I cannot do anything by myself.

00:32:38:07 - 00:32:38:20
Amp
But.

00:32:38:22 - 00:32:43:18
AMP
I do everything by myself. I can do it. I can do it. But this time I cannot do it.

00:32:43:21 - 00:32:49:16
Amp
Why another eight? If I felt I lost, I cannot do it. But I lie down. Yeah, I want to work.

00:32:49:16 - 00:32:54:02
AMP
I want to sit up. I have to ask someone. Please come and.

00:32:54:02 - 00:32:55:24
Amp
Help me That I know what and.

00:32:55:25 - 00:33:16:27
AMP
They want to help. So I just have a handle. I have. You know, I always. I feel good. I that is at all times writing and do that. But my family, my daughter and my son just haven't got me my foot. What would you want? But you lie like that. I am little bit moody. Moody and I have not lot to.

00:33:17:00 - 00:33:43:05
Fa
So I ask help. So I asked her that. Do you want to go to the hospital? Because my a her sister was a nurse and I think we call her. Is she okay? Or if we need to go to X-ray to to check up on what happened in her sight. But we not see like a green or red colors on her body.

00:33:43:07 - 00:33:46:22
Fa
So we stay in our home about three day.

00:33:46:24 - 00:33:47:03
AMP
Three.

00:33:47:03 - 00:34:12:17
Fa
Days. So. So by that time my brother need to visa need to do his passport to go to Croatia. But he is 17, so months has to go with him and she cannot go because of the pain and then the the staff and passport doing things there that she need to have like doctor say.

00:34:12:18 - 00:34:14:24
AMP
Yeah doctors said.

00:34:14:27 - 00:34:26:11
Fa
That she was pain and can come with him so I can do it for him. Yeah. So after that we decide to go to the hospital till she gave an X-ray. So we call the.

00:34:26:11 - 00:34:27:23
Amp
Hospital card.

00:34:27:26 - 00:34:36:16
Fa
But is not available. So in Thailand we have a car. Like if they have accident or something. This, this.

00:34:36:16 - 00:34:37:13
AMP
Special I think.

00:34:37:14 - 00:34:39:00
Amp
Thing is.

00:34:39:00 - 00:34:46:09
Fa
Compatible and it's mean like that. Usually pick up a dead people. You know that that's not in the when.

00:34:46:11 - 00:34:48:24
Amp
Yeah, yeah yeah that's right.

00:34:48:27 - 00:34:51:00
Seth
It was that bad. Yeah.

00:34:51:02 - 00:35:05:09
Fa
And they come up like they three guys come up to our condo and try to get on my mom and he cannot, he don't know how to do because he's pain everything you know But, but we know.

00:35:05:12 - 00:35:06:23
Amp
So they cannot.

00:35:06:23 - 00:35:08:13
AMP
Do anything. They're just like, they're like.

00:35:08:14 - 00:35:11:07
Fa
Bad like he cannot help us.

00:35:11:07 - 00:35:13:00
AMP
So and that my daughter and yeah.

00:35:13:05 - 00:35:40:07
Fa
We know we're here our position can we do for her that with pain and everything So after that she got in the car and that is very first time that I she didn't in that car. I see many like button with the sign and sound like mom, you know. Yeah. Yeah. And they go so far so I see it's not emergency just just carefully that Yes Modi you don't need.

00:35:40:07 - 00:35:41:22
AMP
To let her Mom let.

00:35:41:24 - 00:35:43:09
Amp
Her. Yeah.

00:35:43:11 - 00:35:49:27
AMP
you know, like I'm. Yeah, like I need to die so you can not like. Yeah, I could not do anything happened.

00:35:50:00 - 00:35:55:02
Fa
I been a lot. Yeah. So we arrive in hospital and.

00:35:55:05 - 00:35:56:09
AMP
I think I die in the.

00:35:56:10 - 00:35:57:16
Amp
House.

00:35:57:18 - 00:36:00:02
Seth
Were you already had the car for it? Yeah.

00:36:00:04 - 00:36:03:13
AMP
It is. It cannot go like that because I have to say.

00:36:03:20 - 00:36:06:17
Fa
Like I must say.

00:36:06:19 - 00:36:07:01
Amp
Yeah.

00:36:07:02 - 00:36:16:04
Fa
And then we were in the hospital. Yeah. The doctor come and check. On which side are you. Can we say this. Why. I decide it is one.

00:36:16:04 - 00:36:18:07
AMP
And the doctor said this. Yeah.

00:36:18:09 - 00:36:22:17
Fa
So she then what. Turn they say be like three days.

00:36:22:20 - 00:36:23:14
AMP
And they will go like.

00:36:23:14 - 00:36:25:02
Fa
That. Yeah I, I'll leave that.

00:36:25:02 - 00:36:31:07
AMP
Way. Yeah. So actually me they do something that normally they have to put.

00:36:31:09 - 00:36:32:15
Fa
Some people.

00:36:32:18 - 00:36:39:23
AMP
Who but I say no you cannot do that. You have to make up life. I mean yeah. So I can slide because I've been a lot.

00:36:39:26 - 00:36:45:21
Amp
Look at me to that. I met a lot of.

00:36:45:27 - 00:36:51:17
AMP
I talk a lot of the I've they're crying nobody listen to me I say

00:36:51:19 - 00:36:53:08
Fa
You don't have much energy to go with.

00:36:53:08 - 00:36:57:18
AMP
It. Yeah. Doctor cannot help anything because they said no.

00:36:57:20 - 00:36:59:12
Fa
So they X-ray the wrong way.

00:36:59:17 - 00:37:08:18
AMP
Yeah. So and I decided I'm not staying here. I got call to meal, I call to my other. Yeah. Got fobbed off in effort.

00:37:08:21 - 00:37:15:23
Fa
We try our we, we think that we can sleep like the nurse will care her and Yes.

00:37:15:23 - 00:37:18:28
Amp
Then Yeah. Some money. Yeah. Yeah.

00:37:18:28 - 00:37:22:27
Fa
We get him for that. But after that she vanished.

00:37:22:27 - 00:37:24:16
Amp
Stole her now. Yeah.

00:37:24:19 - 00:37:31:02
Fa
You tell me I want to go now the whole milk and pick me up. All right, I say. Okay. So then after that milk.

00:37:31:02 - 00:37:35:04
AMP
Come, then. No need magazine. I start. I can stand myself.

00:37:35:04 - 00:37:36:04
Amp
Okay, It that.

00:37:36:04 - 00:37:43:04
Seth
That look I said you just. Yeah, you're basically like I had many doctors. I'm great. Yes, you. That's right.

00:37:43:06 - 00:38:03:03
Fa
That's right. So the doctors say that she can gave only that painkillers and she cannot do anything with morphine. Morphine? Yeah. To stop the pain because they want to use the morphine because when she breathe she breathe like not like, not.

00:38:03:03 - 00:38:04:12
AMP
That he.

00:38:04:14 - 00:38:06:15
Fa
Doesn't stop on life.

00:38:06:21 - 00:38:07:09
Seth
Span.

00:38:07:09 - 00:38:15:01
Fa
So how long will, like, smaller and smaller. So if she get morphine to, she can, like, breathe like normally.

00:38:15:01 - 00:38:15:21
Amp
Okay.

00:38:15:24 - 00:38:16:17
AMP
So don't want it.

00:38:16:18 - 00:38:17:23
Fa
We we know.

00:38:17:23 - 00:38:19:01
Seth
You don't want to know.

00:38:19:04 - 00:38:34:18
Fa
So we decided to not get any medication, painkillers or morphine. So we decided to go back home because the doctors say that she will like our body will fix them.

00:38:34:18 - 00:38:34:25
AMP
So they.

00:38:34:25 - 00:38:35:26
Fa
Are big themselves.

00:38:35:26 - 00:38:36:20
AMP
But need time.

00:38:36:20 - 00:38:38:01
Fa
Yeah, like six week.

00:38:38:06 - 00:38:38:22
AMP
Yeah.

00:38:38:24 - 00:38:44:24
Fa
So we study about, like, activate ourselves. Yeah. So I know that without.

00:38:44:26 - 00:38:49:29
AMP
Everything from unit tested for activating my. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So come on.

00:38:50:01 - 00:38:51:21
Seth
Basically kind of an internal.

00:38:51:21 - 00:38:53:15
Fa
Yeah. Internal activation.

00:38:53:22 - 00:38:56:05
Seth
Activating your body. Yes. Doing it.

00:38:56:07 - 00:39:02:05
Fa
Yes. And you know what surprised me is about 50 for the.

00:39:02:07 - 00:39:04:19
AMP
30 day, I can wake my.

00:39:04:22 - 00:39:05:17
Fa
First chance of getting.

00:39:05:23 - 00:39:07:01
Seth
Myself. you could get. Yeah.

00:39:07:02 - 00:39:08:06
Amp
So. Yeah.

00:39:08:08 - 00:39:08:24
AMP
Because I.

00:39:08:24 - 00:39:09:02
Amp
Have to.

00:39:09:02 - 00:39:11:13
AMP
Wear that one. Pump up the.

00:39:11:13 - 00:39:12:08
Fa
Diet.

00:39:12:10 - 00:39:22:01
AMP
Yeah. I have to add I bought every night, baby, I got a baby again. I cannot eat my and I stand myself Want to do something have to act.

00:39:22:04 - 00:39:23:17
Seth
That was probably pretty hard for you.

00:39:23:20 - 00:39:24:23
Amp
Yeah.

00:39:24:26 - 00:39:30:10
AMP
You don't even want to. People have to ask you.

00:39:30:12 - 00:39:31:09
Amp
Yeah.

00:39:31:12 - 00:39:32:02
AMP
It's not me.

00:39:32:02 - 00:39:33:28
Amp
It's not that I said.

00:39:34:00 - 00:39:44:02
Fa
Especially her that. Has he done everything by herself? Yeah. Yeah. And now she need to use her feet as a hand. Like when.

00:39:44:04 - 00:39:45:00
Amp
I cannot.

00:39:45:06 - 00:39:46:26
Fa
Like, go down.

00:39:46:28 - 00:39:47:21
AMP
That. Does that.

00:39:47:21 - 00:39:48:08
Seth
Depend.

00:39:48:08 - 00:40:10:12
AMP
On it. Yeah, I can. I say today I stand up because everyone have to go outside. I have to do her work. Yeah. From export import. Yeah. And the one have to go to university. I say okay, you fixed up for, for me over there on the table so I'll do that. I can do everything by myself. I'm not like now if I want to lie now, somebody have to help me.

00:40:10:12 - 00:40:12:14
AMP
Yeah. So I said to that I'm not like that.

00:40:12:16 - 00:40:13:09
Amp
Okay?

00:40:13:11 - 00:40:27:03
AMP
I just that on the other day I sat and I do not. And I just do it my feeling to do that to you, I want to do anything you want to. Anything. I think that there were the.

00:40:27:03 - 00:40:46:01
Fa
Man I do. I waved the the fish in the microwave. And the microwave was very right and I forgot to bring up know. And then the day after I come at who's who got this fish in the microwave. So I remember. me.

00:40:46:04 - 00:40:47:18
AMP
I forgot to give it to her.

00:40:47:20 - 00:40:50:02
Amp
Let him not even. I know it's in back.

00:40:50:03 - 00:40:51:27
Seth
And you had been that. Yeah.

00:40:52:00 - 00:40:56:00
Amp
That's why I had room. Yeah.

00:40:56:03 - 00:41:03:15
AMP
Yes. But only 30 day. Yeah. I can, I can get out myself. I feel cool. dear. I could get out myself.

00:41:03:18 - 00:41:04:03
Amp
And if.

00:41:04:04 - 00:41:06:13
AMP
I want to go somewhere.

00:41:06:16 - 00:41:30:10
Fa
I just had a few really wanted to go to like the place that so like furniture and home decoration. He she want to go there And I said, Are you sure, Mum? It's just like 30 days. And I say, I'm sure. So she grabbed like her pillow, her favorite pillow to support, like here. And then I dry for her like only two kilos or something.

00:41:30:13 - 00:41:33:23
Fa
Yeah. Like the muscles I a mile.

00:41:33:23 - 00:41:34:29
Seth
Mile and a half or something.

00:41:35:04 - 00:41:36:15
Amp
Yeah. Not too far. You. Yes.

00:41:36:15 - 00:41:43:27
Fa
Not thought about like like two kilos and then mum said I think I pee in a lot and cannot. I need to go.

00:41:44:00 - 00:41:46:01
AMP
no.

00:41:46:03 - 00:41:46:16
Amp
yeah.

00:41:46:16 - 00:41:49:29
Fa
I shaking in the car and then we decided to go back home.

00:41:50:02 - 00:41:56:20
AMP
After go back home then I cannot sleep as if I think about what happened alive. And I said, you know.

00:41:56:20 - 00:41:59:08
Fa
So we call her sister.

00:41:59:11 - 00:42:00:04
AMP
Mrs..

00:42:00:07 - 00:42:00:17
Fa
Who is.

00:42:00:19 - 00:42:01:24
AMP
Nurse now.

00:42:01:26 - 00:42:13:22
Fa
And she said, And how old are you? 54. And you know what? The same age as you. They cannot make it. They die. So you need.

00:42:13:22 - 00:42:14:05
AMP
Them?

00:42:14:07 - 00:42:27:19
Fa
Yeah. So you need to be careful. Very Be careful because, like, she broke two ribs here. yeah. To a ribs. And then she doesn't go anywhere. Since in that day and till 50.

00:42:27:19 - 00:42:28:27
AMP
50, 40.

00:42:28:29 - 00:42:37:20
Fa
Yeah. She get her big dream was to get in her couch by herself. The big sofa and lie down.

00:42:37:21 - 00:42:41:00
Amp
Then my big dream. I don't want anything. Yeah, I don't love.

00:42:41:01 - 00:42:48:12
AMP
It. I don't love money. I do. I already. I can see the chair. That chair. This all I've seven.

00:42:48:14 - 00:42:49:28
Amp
I like that.

00:42:50:00 - 00:42:59:07
AMP
But I can not. Yeah I do when I stand by that and I have to, I want to stay and everyone have to go and have hope.

00:42:59:10 - 00:42:59:28
Amp
But yeah.

00:42:59:29 - 00:43:00:28
AMP
And I want to, I.

00:43:00:28 - 00:43:03:06
Amp
Want it like a robot.

00:43:03:09 - 00:43:26:24
AMP
Like a robot cannot do anything. All for 40, 54 day. I crying every night. Yeah. Just her. I'm going to be go and we better. I never know what she's smiling to me every day every night but she to understand you say every night you go back to her bedroom and he cry.

00:43:26:27 - 00:43:27:24
Seth
She's smiling to.

00:43:27:24 - 00:43:30:08
Amp
You. Yeah. You're going to be strong. Yeah, I.

00:43:30:09 - 00:43:32:01
Seth
Think she's going to go cry. Yeah.

00:43:32:01 - 00:43:37:12
AMP
I mean, I. because of I'm a merman. So that's why.

00:43:37:15 - 00:44:04:05
Fa
She's the pillar of our family, you know? Yeah. So she is everything. And I don't know what happened in her life. I don't know. Will she get there or not at that time is very hard. So I encourage her by saying yes every night before I send her to be. And it's very hard because, you know, I am a big sister and I have to take care of her.

00:44:04:05 - 00:44:30:23
Fa
And also my brother. But luckily we don't have like a financial problem. We don't have we have house, we have lots of food, we have everything that she made for us. But even t filled out, we'll still leave out of this life. But yeah, only one thing that I really want to. I just want her to be like, get better and better every day.

00:44:30:26 - 00:45:03:17
Fa
And I am not like telling this story to any people because I. I don't know that I can share this or not like my very close thing. I says Mike, one of my clothes. Then we know each other like 15 years. And she tried to call me and Are you okay? Do you need help? And yeah, I don't talk much to any people by that time because it's quite hard for me and for my family.

00:45:03:24 - 00:45:26:07
Fa
But luckily, like 55 or 54 days after that, she is like getting better. And we have a special trip to Croatia and like, we are ready to rock and we are ready to go. And then I have our holiday over there and you met it's like 60 day after you fell down and then we go to Croatia.

00:45:26:07 - 00:45:26:21
AMP
Then.

00:45:26:28 - 00:45:32:20
Fa
Yeah, she just relax and like, listen to the sound of that I can not see.

00:45:32:22 - 00:45:36:12
AMP
I go alone. Couldn't see.

00:45:36:14 - 00:45:45:24
Fa
yeah. Never trust the feeling, the fear. Because is this the beach is rock there's a rock B not the sand beach. Yeah.

00:45:45:27 - 00:45:51:12
Amp
So that's the. Yeah. See Yeah. You can see.

00:45:51:14 - 00:45:54:16
Seth
What did you learn from this experience.

00:45:54:18 - 00:45:57:25
Fa
Well, you are helpless.

00:45:57:27 - 00:45:58:27
Amp
well.

00:45:59:00 - 00:46:25:03
Fa
For me, you know, we don't know what will happen in life like every day. We cannot predict. So I think we need to be ready in every day in our life. Just prepare for everything. Like if we have a problem of financial and if heart is the only one that working or doing her jobs and me is not at that time.

00:46:25:05 - 00:46:54:15
Fa
I'm doing job like export of the products. But I think the things that you done like five years ago that she started doing her business, like in health industry and we study more about how to activate our body and we know how to deal with this problem even financially and taking care of our health. And I'm at the first time I'm not get into it.

00:46:54:18 - 00:47:25:24
Fa
I'm not I'm I just supporting her. I don't want to do the things that she does, but the thing that she created by that time, only one on herself. And you know, a lot only one person believe and then others will come. I listen to this thing many times and then I believe in her. And then I think this is I think that's what that at that time.

00:47:25:26 - 00:47:49:10
Fa
But I know that our family is strong. Even t is the only single mom that's waiting months or even there is a very hard time, even she is not in a good mood and maybe not talking very nice. But I understand her. I see her heart, not her words, that he stayed. And sometime I feel bad some time.

00:47:49:10 - 00:47:55:13
Fa
But I understand. I really see through what he really want to to say.

00:47:55:15 - 00:47:57:10
Amp
And.

00:47:57:12 - 00:48:23:21
Fa
I know who like who is that person. By that time they'll go like, help us even we are in the bad time. I know. Like true friendship. I can see lots of people that if I, I they are here to help like everyone in around me around us. Like Dr. Mean. It was very funny. He brings some fruit and he wants that to come to see it.

00:48:23:21 - 00:48:26:06
Fa
To see mom is okay on the.

00:48:26:08 - 00:48:28:29
AMP
So I talk to him. Why are you come?

00:48:29:03 - 00:48:29:23
Amp
Yeah.

00:48:29:25 - 00:48:36:23
AMP
No need to come. You said if you feel good, I cannot come. Yeah, because.

00:48:36:26 - 00:48:57:09
Fa
Like like he needs to come early that then she get better. So we have lots of friends like a bar, light, enduro. And he wanted to send some love. And that is any cup. I come from this person. And the other day I come from this person So many time.

00:48:57:09 - 00:48:59:04
Amp
That he came to.

00:48:59:04 - 00:49:07:00
Fa
Check up and make us like, laughing and get like it more fun and happier.

00:49:07:03 - 00:49:08:22
Stephanie
I can see. Dr. So I, me doing all that.

00:49:08:22 - 00:49:10:06
Fa
Yeah.

00:49:10:08 - 00:49:27:19
AMP
I say you must not make me laughing. Go when many you want to come. I just go and sit like that and just he put something here like I'm about.

00:49:27:21 - 00:49:29:06
Amp
And.

00:49:29:08 - 00:49:59:06
AMP
Yeah, yeah we know like go in life is have good time. Bedtime. Yeah, but you, you have like a in your mind you thinking cause you have so my and you know what the future will be so you will like to know anyway like that you mean anyway you have a good life anyway you even sometimes you see people do something bad.

00:49:59:08 - 00:50:27:26
AMP
But in my my thinking because they have bad time. So they do bad by that time. I just thinking people all in the world want a good life, want a good health, want a good body. If you have like a bad body, you have to sort of have them for the body first. So you will have had you will style, you will have my to thinking what you want to do.

00:50:27:28 - 00:50:36:27
AMP
But if your body is not good, you know and don't know, nor have like, No, I have time. Don't have time to thinking about things you want to do right?

00:50:36:27 - 00:50:37:25
Amp
Yeah.

00:50:37:27 - 00:50:39:15
Fa
You have to get inside.

00:50:39:16 - 00:50:41:10
AMP
Yeah. You have to start from body first.

00:50:41:15 - 00:50:41:25
Amp
Yeah.

00:50:41:26 - 00:51:04:25
AMP
And after inside you go. Yeah. How about putting to through inside. Yeah. To outside. And you, you can keep what you have if you don't have to not give And if you have money you can give money. If you know about this you can give them to know about what you know but you, you don't know that thing.

00:51:04:25 - 00:51:15:17
AMP
You cannot be followed. You have to know for what you have. Yeah. So you can give money to the other. I think everyone want a good strong body.

00:51:15:19 - 00:51:16:03
Amp
Mind.

00:51:16:03 - 00:51:18:29
AMP
And a strong life and other that.

00:51:19:01 - 00:51:20:15
Amp
Might not.

00:51:20:17 - 00:51:21:08
Fa
Come.

00:51:21:10 - 00:51:30:15
AMP
Money will come. Yeah, Yeah. Every time we we talk to you like a dog. You know, money is not thing. Yeah, but money is everything.

00:51:30:17 - 00:51:31:12
Amp
Yeah.

00:51:31:14 - 00:51:33:11
AMP
Yeah. Right. Yeah.

00:51:33:13 - 00:51:59:04
Seth
Talking about that experience and I'm sure it must have been just painful. You're in, you're in pain. Yeah, but your personality and I think, honestly, anybody, I mean, you sit home or if you're unable, you know, if you've got a debilitating condition and I love I love that saying that, you know, the healthy person has a thousand dreams.

00:51:59:09 - 00:52:03:14
Seth
Yeah, but the but the sick person has just one.

00:52:03:14 - 00:52:04:26
AMP
Drug dream to get.

00:52:04:28 - 00:52:05:03
Amp
To.

00:52:05:03 - 00:52:18:18
Seth
Get. Well, Yeah. Is that do you think that's something that driving you in your in your health business, have you had those unhealthy experiences? Does that help you want to help more people?

00:52:18:20 - 00:52:22:00
AMP
I get I get into.

00:52:22:03 - 00:52:22:22
Fa
The wellness.

00:52:22:22 - 00:52:34:20
AMP
Journeys before before the club because before that I have some been about my very high diet. Yeah I'm not properly about my had to.

00:52:34:23 - 00:52:36:16
Seth
Have a hard time.

00:52:36:18 - 00:52:50:10
AMP
About them. So one day I, I know all about about how activity inside my body from was any but I think is no I cannot be.

00:52:50:12 - 00:52:51:02
Seth
you didn't believe it.

00:52:51:03 - 00:53:05:29
AMP
No I believe it. Yeah. Cannot be. Not nothing can do like that. I'm not believe it justice in that system. But I believe one day I feel like I need to die. I think tomorrow I will be die. I'm not in the world anymore.

00:53:06:01 - 00:53:08:01
Fa
This thing happened like five years ago.

00:53:08:01 - 00:53:20:21
AMP
Yeah. If I use a lot of other, I get up, I'm not die. But talk to my daughter. She's okay. We go to doctors. I mean, we take that one. He say that one can help You like it, man, because you don't want to go to the hospital.

00:53:20:27 - 00:53:21:20
Amp
Yeah.

00:53:21:22 - 00:53:24:28
Fa
My brother's saved money for kids not spent in the hospital.

00:53:25:05 - 00:53:28:01
Amp
Yeah. Yeah, that's right. Yeah, Yeah.

00:53:28:07 - 00:53:45:19
AMP
Because, Mom, you know what? For myself. No. Yeah, even even everyone said the lady. You want to be beautiful, yet I want to be beautiful. But I never it for myself. Just give money to my. My, my, my daughter and my son. Even this thing, you know, I never make it now. Yeah, There are my.

00:53:45:20 - 00:53:48:19
Amp
Nails, you know, I have it. Yeah.

00:53:48:21 - 00:53:54:24
AMP
Because I never make it. Because I think if you just help them and the rest the money here, no need to.

00:53:55:01 - 00:53:56:17
Seth
But you don't feel that way now.

00:53:56:20 - 00:54:12:21
AMP
I now I have a lot, I have enough to give and so it doesn't do. Yeah. Happy. Happy because my daughter say you better make your life happy If you do want to do something, I say, okay, this are make me happy. Okay? Yeah.

00:54:12:21 - 00:54:14:21
Fa
So you feel good about yourself? Yeah.

00:54:14:21 - 00:54:31:00
AMP
I spend by that time like, other than I actually. So I know all about poor people and I think about big on it. Teaching about cooking. Yeah. So the my macrobiotic food.

00:54:31:02 - 00:54:31:22
Seth

00:54:31:25 - 00:54:37:09
AMP
Yeah. Yeah, I do. People. Yeah. Coffee? Yeah. Not for many.

00:54:37:11 - 00:54:38:28
Seth
For free or for free.

00:54:38:28 - 00:54:40:12
Fa
For free.

00:54:40:15 - 00:54:42:07
Seth
No, free. I'll teach you for a fee.

00:54:42:08 - 00:54:45:06
AMP
Yeah, for, you.

00:54:45:09 - 00:54:53:20
Amp
Know, free. For free. Yes. Sorry. Sorry. I just. Yeah, Yeah.

00:54:53:22 - 00:54:56:22
AMP
Because I thinking. Okay, I keep. Just keep.

00:54:56:24 - 00:54:57:04
Amp
Yeah.

00:54:57:06 - 00:54:59:19
AMP
I don't want money even I don't have many.

00:54:59:21 - 00:55:00:03
Fa
Yeah.

00:55:00:09 - 00:55:21:27
AMP
By the time I have paid time I to send my guy and my student and I just people come and learn at my home, I get I said at my home for everyone. the take everything right after that they learn, they pass my home is they they have don't think this thing I'll give to my mom. give me my dad.

00:55:21:29 - 00:55:24:00
AMP
More than that, I want to.

00:55:24:03 - 00:55:24:10
Amp
Make.

00:55:24:12 - 00:55:27:22
AMP
Money from them. You know, they give me more than they give.

00:55:27:22 - 00:55:29:00
Fa
Like mango sticky rice.

00:55:29:00 - 00:55:32:01
AMP
Yeah.

00:55:32:03 - 00:55:38:06
AMP
Yeah, yeah. After I learn about anything. Even doctor, Even nurse.

00:55:38:08 - 00:55:38:29
Amp
Yeah.

00:55:39:01 - 00:56:05:29
AMP
They say yeah, they have probably the body have cancer. They have cancer. The comments on how to make food. Yeah, I thought I know about it. I told him from that I have to get my by that I'm happy, I feel good I come and then how is good like that after that to go to the people I just say okay, I found this man, this one in school if you want to try.

00:56:06:01 - 00:56:25:11
AMP
But to Excellency, I speak like that because for me is too expensive. I don't know how many not to buy, but I'm just. Okay, okay. Buy myself a little bit. Right. And after that, people come around the problem and come and have a look at us. I make money. Well, how about when you come? I don't know of the day of high noon.

00:56:25:14 - 00:56:51:00
AMP
Yeah. Now. Happy a lot. Everyone say thank you to me. Quality, you know. And we never see each other. We tolerate three minute tea one to activate. So either to take it to call me, said thanks a lot in July about ten year. Never be happy, ladies. Now I happy I say my high school we know. I can help a lot of people.

00:56:51:00 - 00:56:51:21
AMP
I mean.

00:56:51:23 - 00:57:07:00
Fa
That's the only thing is start like she teach the macrobiotic food is start with you are what you eat but now it's all about you all. What you can control is about activating genetics. Yes.

00:57:07:03 - 00:57:12:14
Seth
Controlling your genes. And it's a new field. This is your doing? Yes. They call it genomics.

00:57:12:14 - 00:57:13:08
Amp
Yes. Yeah.

00:57:13:10 - 00:57:39:09
Fa
Yeah. So I love to study about that. First, I'm not believe in it, but addictive about it and research into something. And I think this is so amazing. It's just all about our body, how to understand our body. And when I understand and now I share to people and also make them happy with their lives. And I think we are doing our best job ever.

00:57:39:09 - 00:57:49:27
AMP
Yeah, because I'm just thinking what in my brain written sperm to her brain as you can make it out. Yeah. Yeah. To it out.

00:57:49:29 - 00:57:50:18
Fa
Yeah.

00:57:50:21 - 00:57:53:11
AMP
Well, we can help you pull along a lot.

00:57:53:11 - 00:57:54:22
Amp
Of all we got.

00:57:54:25 - 00:58:05:22
Fa
Yeah. From the but and like sick almost six years ago which is years back then she was just single mom.

00:58:05:24 - 00:58:11:07
AMP
And before before I thinking I want Jigsaw.

00:58:11:10 - 00:58:15:00
Fa
The last piece of puzzle in her life, she was like.

00:58:15:02 - 00:58:15:17
AMP
I need it.

00:58:15:17 - 00:58:16:26
Seth
If there's a missing piece.

00:58:16:26 - 00:58:17:12
Fa
Yeah, there's.

00:58:17:12 - 00:58:36:25
AMP
Nothing. I find it. I to offer that I give up then never have never. I never find it in in this world every other I die of violent doubt. Yeah, I keep. I don't want to talk to people. We're going to do anything with the people not dying or anything. Just look at the mind. You then go to the temple, read the.

00:58:36:27 - 00:58:38:01
Amp
Bible.

00:58:38:03 - 00:58:43:15
AMP
And keep quiet. You've been acquired. We have to pay something.

00:58:43:18 - 00:58:45:20
Amp
Even to.

00:58:45:22 - 00:58:57:18
Fa
Like contacting people. So, you know she's good in everything. She can do everything. But at that time, she tried to close herself and staying with me and my brother.

00:58:57:25 - 00:58:58:13
Seth
Kind of shut out.

00:58:58:17 - 00:59:05:27
Fa
Yeah, and she does. She just being a single mom like Taylor suing them.

00:59:06:00 - 00:59:07:00
Seth
Yeah. You have a clothing?

00:59:07:02 - 00:59:07:14
Fa
Yeah.

00:59:07:16 - 00:59:08:19
Seth
Yeah. Custom clothing.

00:59:08:19 - 00:59:10:06
Fa
Yes. He just doing that.

00:59:10:06 - 00:59:13:25
Seth
And was that enough to provide for your life?

00:59:13:29 - 00:59:17:22
Fa
It's must be enough. Yeah. I'm alive.

00:59:17:25 - 00:59:19:01
Amp
Yeah.

00:59:19:04 - 00:59:21:00
Seth
But not. No, No extra for nails.

00:59:21:03 - 00:59:23:20
Amp
No, no, no. Absolutely not.

00:59:23:22 - 00:59:27:10
AMP
No, no. Good for you. Yeah, but no.

00:59:27:10 - 00:59:28:25
Amp
Go out.

00:59:28:27 - 00:59:29:18
AMP
What you want.

00:59:29:18 - 00:59:32:23
Amp
I can make it very good. Yeah, Yeah. No.

00:59:32:25 - 00:59:34:05
Seth
Everything's DIY.

00:59:34:05 - 00:59:35:10
Amp
Yeah, Yeah.

00:59:35:12 - 00:59:37:24
Seth
That's great. It's why I should be able to do it yourself.

00:59:37:24 - 00:59:41:29
AMP
You know, sometimes we don't want to DIY.

00:59:42:01 - 00:59:45:09
Amp
Yeah, I could get tired, you know? Yeah, I.

00:59:45:11 - 00:59:50:25
AMP
Still have to do it. Yeah. Before when we went to the retro. See that.

00:59:50:26 - 00:59:51:09
Fa
How much.

00:59:51:09 - 00:59:58:08
AMP
Is. And look first in the light side. How much? How much in more than 100. No need to eat.

00:59:58:10 - 00:59:59:16
Seth
More than $3.

00:59:59:16 - 01:00:00:24
Amp
You don't need no to.

01:00:01:01 - 01:00:04:00
Seth
Order if it's over three. Yeah. That's the limit. $3. Yeah.

01:00:04:05 - 01:00:04:13
Amp
Yeah.

01:00:04:16 - 01:00:16:14
AMP
But now we just look, No need to look at that side, do you? Yeah. And you add a picture, we try and you on your shooting, you can eat all we could buy. Some say see, she want to buy some two. Which I.

01:00:16:16 - 01:00:18:16
Amp
Should I. yes. That's what I.

01:00:18:18 - 01:00:19:16
Seth
Put. shoot.

01:00:19:18 - 01:00:28:06
Fa
Yeah. They are different. So I asked my brother which one to shoot me. So he said that we have money. We don't need two shoes. We can buy both. I said.

01:00:28:07 - 01:00:30:05
Amp

01:00:32:03 - 01:00:33:14
Fa
So but otherwise it's only.

01:00:33:15 - 01:00:39:02
Amp
One because before. No, no, no now. And he told me to not.

01:00:39:04 - 01:00:39:23
Seth
Experience.

01:00:39:23 - 01:00:42:10
Amp
This change. Yeah right. Yeah.

01:00:42:12 - 01:00:43:27
Fa
I think is for us here is.

01:00:43:27 - 01:00:44:21
AMP
In one month.

01:00:44:25 - 01:00:45:12
Fa
Yeah.

01:00:45:14 - 01:00:46:27
Seth
In one month.

01:00:46:29 - 01:00:59:07
AMP
Yeah. I think I'm an activist in one month. Yeah. I changed my life like a Yeah. Before we sharpen you on that thing. Now look how much you are. You buy it, you get it. What do you want to eat?

01:00:59:07 - 01:01:01:13
Seth
You order and you're traveling, right?

01:01:01:14 - 01:01:02:28
Amp
Yeah. wow.

01:01:03:01 - 01:01:14:20
Seth
Where have you been in the last five years? Like, we. We. We actually have to wrap up this podcast is all right. I've got to go speak to a bunch of people. Right? We've got. Yeah, probably 100 people. We're going to be here being hot today.

01:01:14:20 - 01:01:16:23
Fa
Yeah, I.

01:01:16:25 - 01:01:19:26
Seth
Know, but where have you been in the last.

01:01:19:28 - 01:01:32:01
Fa
Like, free time in the States, like Arizona, Utah and Texas. And I live in Ireland and Croatia and Vietnam.

01:01:32:01 - 01:01:32:18
Amp
Yeah. Now.

01:01:32:19 - 01:01:35:06
Fa
Yeah. And what else.

01:01:35:09 - 01:01:36:00
Seth
Was there in Mexico?

01:01:36:00 - 01:01:36:10
Amp
Trip in.

01:01:36:10 - 01:01:36:28
Fa
There. yeah.

01:01:36:28 - 01:01:41:24
AMP
Mexico and Mexico. Mexico. Yeah. And we would go to Punta Cana.

01:01:41:28 - 01:01:43:10
Fa
The Dominican.

01:01:43:13 - 01:01:45:14
Amp
Dominican Republic next. Yeah.

01:01:45:19 - 01:01:47:21
Fa
I think is your birthday also.

01:01:47:26 - 01:01:51:10
AMP
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:01:51:12 - 01:01:53:13
Amp
I know a.

01:01:53:15 - 01:02:03:05
AMP
Lot of you and our my dad, we just keep quiet at home collecting something and. Yeah, let me talk to anyone. Yeah, yeah. No. Want to go and. But I do I have to pay a lot of.

01:02:03:05 - 01:02:05:28
Amp
Thing is all about money.

01:02:05:28 - 01:02:26:29
AMP
Yeah, it's all about money. Yeah. Because when, when, when, because you know everything thinking about you, them. Yeah. Yeah. What they want, What Anybody want to me about me. No. Later. Later if ever near today they don't. I know I don't.

01:02:27:00 - 01:02:27:18
Amp
Know how I did.

01:02:27:21 - 01:02:30:00
Seth
I don't have time today.

01:02:30:02 - 01:02:44:13
AMP
What time to die. How did I Can I die? I have to be stopped. Cannot cry. You know, one time I went to Hong Kong and have some problem. I go to, Santa said about ten day.

01:02:44:15 - 01:02:44:28
Seth
in China.

01:02:45:01 - 01:03:06:22
AMP
In China. But I'm waiting for a visit to come back to Hong Kong and stay there very cheap. So stay there every time. By the time I Skype in my friend, he's say, because he is a son of mother whore. Many of you aware.

01:03:06:24 - 01:03:09:03
Fa
Of his mother was a single mom also.

01:03:09:03 - 01:03:32:09
AMP
Okay. Yeah. And he said to me, he said to me, he teach me, you have to be strong, not crying in front of your shoot and you will make them. We behind my mama crying to me every time I tell you. He told me that that I didn't get. Thank you. But anyway, when I come. my crying to my son.

01:03:32:12 - 01:03:35:07
Amp
I think it it not to cry it.

01:03:35:09 - 01:03:51:06
AMP
If I thought that. No. Yeah I know how because we never we never say we have everything I know today. Money not enough. If we go out you want to buy something, you go. You got to be there some.

01:03:51:09 - 01:03:53:03
Amp
Know somebody else. Yeah.

01:03:53:09 - 01:03:59:18
AMP
Yeah. Because there's nothing to give you. Yeah I can not. Yeah I, well I said it's.

01:03:59:20 - 01:04:02:04
Amp
You want to have a look that just what I have a little.

01:04:02:04 - 01:04:15:10
AMP
Come but one day you know in this big one what made me thin and disappeared and I asked him what do you bet. I hope I call. All right, look, You buying it?

01:04:15:12 - 01:04:33:22
Fa
He got some cars, like mini cars in in at home. And he said, that's one. He like it. But he think that he got the other one in our homes that better than this. So I don't need it. We can go back.

01:04:33:25 - 01:04:35:29
Amp
Yeah, I know. Yeah.

01:04:36:01 - 01:04:43:07
AMP
I think if I have money I want to buy for him. Maybe he, he really want it. But he said he don't want it because.

01:04:43:09 - 01:04:45:09
Amp
I am not in that. But yeah.

01:04:45:11 - 01:04:57:25
AMP
Yeah. How. With when he was a little boy, I sent him to the temple to be a little one. yeah. Yeah. So I don't know what he thinking is height, but they.

01:04:57:25 - 01:04:59:04
Amp
Actually.

01:04:59:06 - 01:05:08:00
AMP
He said because my mum not have money so he can lot in the temple to be a little model and to become about his being like that.

01:05:08:01 - 01:05:09:08
Fa
Mum don't need to pay.

01:05:09:10 - 01:05:13:06
AMP
Yeah. I said my, my son dating my dad because I don't.

01:05:13:06 - 01:05:16:18
Amp
Have money like that is.

01:05:16:18 - 01:05:19:01
AMP
Bad. You know I do.

01:05:19:01 - 01:05:20:28
Amp
I know that like a lot of people.

01:05:20:28 - 01:05:40:02
AMP
Need a good life, you know? But now I have like, a good job for everyone. I just say, if you need it, follow me. No, don't want to believe me. Just follow that. Listen, if you think it is good for you, you make it. You can do it. I will help you. But everything is not good. Go your way.

01:05:40:02 - 01:05:46:25
AMP
You have way to go. But you do your best. Very hard. You come back to me again. I'm waiting here. I'll show you how to show you how.

01:05:46:27 - 01:05:47:17
Seth
We'll do it.

01:05:47:20 - 01:06:09:00
AMP
Yeah, we do together. But it is now you want to. You want, but you don't to do anything. You just waste my time. We're talking. Really? Okay. We need about. If you want 100,000 in two or three month, I can make it for you. But you have to do also what you have to do. I shall have. Yeah.

01:06:09:00 - 01:06:22:29
AMP
I don't. I don't know anything about, you know. Yeah. Time is passed. Come and you go. I'll go. I've got out. I need, I go up and I would go down anymore. I would go by that.

01:06:23:02 - 01:06:24:02
Amp
Yeah.

01:06:24:04 - 01:06:28:20
Fa
maybe you, we go down I think. No stone in that. Yeah. Handle with it.

01:06:28:23 - 01:06:32:12
Amp
Yeah definitely. Yeah.

01:06:32:14 - 01:06:36:01
AMP
Okay So and try.

01:06:36:01 - 01:06:36:19
Seth
Everything else you.

01:06:36:21 - 01:06:40:12
Stephanie
I don't apologize. tears are good.

01:06:40:16 - 01:06:41:17
Amp
Yeah.

01:06:41:20 - 01:06:44:29
Fa
There's a lot mostly to come back.

01:06:45:01 - 01:06:48:08
Seth
So one.

01:06:48:10 - 01:06:49:09
Amp
And. Yeah.

01:06:49:15 - 01:06:50:07
Seth
Thank you ladies.

01:06:50:09 - 01:06:54:12
AMP
Yeah. To look.

01:06:54:15 - 01:06:54:26
Amp
You in.

01:06:54:27 - 01:06:56:00
AMP
My head.

01:06:56:03 - 01:07:00:00
Seth
And cut. It's a wrap.

01:07:00:02 - 01:07:15:03
Stephanie
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01:07:15:06 - 01:07:29:01
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